I tired. Dead dog tired. I had to drive down to Compton and OC to take pictures today. Sleep seems to have decided to break up with me for awhile. Last night, I writhed on my bed in horrendous pain from my teeth. It’s getting worse and since Medi-Cal isn’t covering dental, I’ll have to suffer until I can scrape up some money. To make matters worse, I still owe my dentist $750 from work done 2 years ago. Ugh. I could just not pay on principle. The princple being the work lasted exactly 1 year. That’s right, for one year and 3 months, I’ve been walking arond with a gaping hole in my mouth because the crown that was put on not only came off, but broke what was left of my tooth with it. I still have it around here, I should post a pic. “Oh, you poor thing…no wonder you’re miserable.” HA! That was on my right side. It’s the left side that killing me. Top and bottom. I alternate between Vicodin and Extra Strength Tylenol, neither of which is helping me.
(Total OT, Paul Revere is a fucking great song!)
Anyway, it’s a quarter to 11, I’m sleepy and scared of lying down in case I bring on the pain. It’s horrible. You know the pain you have when your teeth are sensitive and you eat or drink something cold? Sucks, huh? That’s like the ecstasy of sex compared to this pain. This pain is like a rusty double headed drill being slowly cranked in between my teeth, top and bottom. Then someone comes in and freezes the whole mess, then bonks me on the head with laptop. Then it starts all over again. I didn’t get to sleep until about 4am this morning.
And all we do is work. I’m happy that we’re doing well (finally!), but dang I’m tired of doing templates, billing and photography. And where’s my damn check? We were supposed to go to a party last night and had to cancel because of work. Stinks. Tomorrow, I have to take the car in again (realize that our MINI has been in the dealership every other week since May to get the same 4 things fixed and NOTHING has been done. Assholes.), and will most likely have to go to the Inland Empire to take pictures. When I was pregnant with Ilia, I managed to sit on my ass for 50% of the pregnancy. The other 50%, I was laying on my ass. This pregnancy is so incredibly different.
Another reason I’m tired is the whole Cindy Sheehan wonderama (please visit the link and donate what you can). Every morning I wake up and Google has thousands of stories on her and the beauty that is Camp Casey. I know I’m draining myself just crying over the blogposts I’ve been reading from everyone who’s gone down there to help. I’m also expending energy on those wingnut dumbfucks who apparently can only scare up a few hateful anti-protesters for 30 min. Pretty fucking pathetic. They probably had to bribe them with lunch or beer. Losers.
Anyway, every time I hear Mrs. Sheehan speak, I am riveted. She so softspoken, yet totally entrances you. You can hear the anquish in her voice. I’m glad to hear she wasn’t at the camp when those wastes of space were chanting, “We don’t care”. I know that if I were in her shoes and I heard that, ya’ll would have seen me get medieval on some fools. Those sacks of flesh aren’t even fit to be called people.
I just visited Kid Oakland’s blog and he had a great post on Herbie Nichols. Check him out when you get a chance. I’m listening to part of The Complete Blue Note Recordings: Herbie Nichols. Great stuff.
Speaking of blogs, I’m jealous of everyone on Blogger who has been able to make their blogs look cool and all their own. I’m tired of my template, but I have no idea how to change my stylesheet so I can move things around. CSS is the bane of my existence. It’s why adirah.com is still looking pretty tore-up. Geez, I really need to load up all my jewelry on there. I just realized I started that up in March and haven’t touched it since the end of March. I had to walk away because I was going nuts trying to get stuff done. As you can see the submit button, which should be my own icon, along with my shopping bag icon and other stuff is just being stupid up there in the corner. There is a lot of stuff missing off that page. I should probably visit Zen Cart to see if they have a decent WYSIWYG editor I can use. I’m done with code. Oh GOD. I just looked at that page again and it’s the fucked up version, not the cleaned up one I had last left it with. Man oh man…
Okay, I’m rambling so I’m going to post this and move on (dot org) with my life. I want to play a game. Maybe Tumblebugs. Maybe solitaire. Night!